just for the moment that you though everything is fine..
there goes some stupid thoughts reveberate in my mind.. i love what im feeling and i appreaciate what i have in life.. especially my love.. i hated if my love once have doubts about me.. ya, they dont trust 'cuz u lied.. here come the protective mode.. not into posessive but just insecure..
distance far apart from my sight.. but never once far apart from my life and heart.. i still love you..
you cant see what i do .. you could only depend on calls and text messages.. i didnt expect much from you.. maybe i do..
i could be one selfish person when im angry, in a confusion state or im tired.. i think of nobody but myself.. ummz.. maybe its real that i am self-centered at times.. i just dont realise it.. till someone open up to me and share it with me.. i appreaciate it and learn from my mistakes.. everyone make mistakes.. so, ya.. im not perfect..
am i feeling that certain past could torment my current life.. hah! im asking myself the question.. maybe yes.. maybe no.. its a 50-50 thingy.. i dont know.. for what i know, past life are meant to be just history.. and sometimes i'll burn my history book..
never once i wanted any of my history to repeat.. will pray hard that it will never happen.. by god's willing..
just hoping that none of my history torments my relationship nor my life..
btw, the toothfairy show is hilarious!!must watch!!! =)
till then
loves mystiqila
nytez.