karaoke'ing with my bestie, shahira was a blast! well, frankly earlier today everything was soo cork up..  was about to cancel the plans.. then the others was like finishing school late.. & i took an OFF day from work just to enjoy with my friends.. so, i told ira.. why not just the two of us go karaoke.. if there's me & her its enough nuisance that we are bound to create..hhaa... and guess what~~! her brother told her that we only need to pay for the drinks which is 5 bucks.. not included 10% GST.. and whatsoever ++.. total up, its $22.15..i was like '????' .. what the hell? well luckily we had money to pay it up.. well, somesort it was worth it.. it was classy.. ummz.. we sang like two idiots.. till we almost lose our voice.. haha.. ira was like complaning alot.. i SAY IT AGAIN.. **ALOT**.. yet still, i do love her *ALOT* and we had our craziest time back there.. haha.. pictures~~~!!!

Labels: karaoke with shahira

yes my dearly friends, at last im updating~! haha.. and i will be constantly updating aitez?
its my promise.. about the pictures and all.. by end of the week.. 'cuz my camera is not with me.. hehe..
today at work.. haha.. i was the setter..
setter : arrange cutleries for the customers..
easy job ? yup it is.. but when it comes to having swensens FULL HOUSE.. i'll be stress out !!
like what happened earlier on.. i was stress out.. too many customers.. and i was like in a rush arranging the utensils.. darn it.. hhaa.. now im at home resting .. but the main motto is to have fun while working.. and yup, been always having fun during work~!..

i found out that im missing someone .. it sounds crazy to me.. im just wondering why am i missing him? i dont think so we had any chemistry.. or.. do we? ummz...
its still a mystery in my mind.. why am i having weird feelings and definite weird thoughts.. should i share out with my friends? i dont think so its a good idea.. haha~! its just between me , myself and i.. hhaa.. maybe between him too.. haha.. am i being confused? i do sound confused.. well, i obviously need help.. advises anyone?

why am i missing a close friend..? when we are just friends? to my cpt mates.. its not who you think it would be aitez.. dont be mistaken .. i need my kakak to advise me~~!! she would know better.. =)).. yet still.. im still missing him.. sounds soo weird... i still cant accept the fact.. ummz... 

ive been very caution with who im mixing around with.. it could be my true friend and it could be my foe..
being single and away from my ex;saiful.. been the greatest months ever.. i swear im not lying.. hhaaha~!! but if falling in love again.. and i ended up getting hurt .. well, those are the time that sucks.. i hate it.. as in alot! so far, im moving on.. trying not to get any love thingy on sight.. nor near me.. but it seems that whenever im trying to run away from reality about guys waiting for me or wanting to get to know me, it turns out there'll be more waiting in the queue.. im not bragging about myself or watsoever you guys are thinking.. im really trying my best not to put up a good behaviour in order not to get guys wanting to stick with me like a glue..
im not into guys ** im not a lesbian** just not ready for love and relationship.. just wana have fun and appreaciate my life.. but, if i were to appreaciate my life.. i have to fact reality about guys too.. which is what i dont wana face it.. huhz.. im just making myself confused.. plus this weird feelings and thoughts.. darn it..
whatever it is, my birthday is around the corner.. next month.. what should i do on that special day of mine??!! hehe.. still thinking.. will be planning soon with my close friends.. or maybe on a date.. haha! lets see who would surprise me..hhaha~~!! im soo loving it~!

i should get my rest now.. goodnight.. till then..i'll update againn...

* loves mystiqila *

Labels: its still weird..

it was a date i had..
with someone..
we shared everything.. our darkest secrets, our unsolved problems..
unexpected visitor came during that night.. that made everything special..
that night was wonderful, mysterious , full of laughter..
its was a memoriable night...

thank you..for a wonderful night..
=))

Labels: on a date..

1stly, ive changed my blog due to my memory loss..haha..
im joking, its been awhile eversince ive logged in my blog till i kinda forget my username & password..
weird huh?.. umzz..


all this while that ive not been updating, im like currently observing weirdness in my life.. which kinda makes me confused and devastated.. which im trying to figure out those mysteries thats been happening now..
after those advises liza gave me, i realised where do i stand now.. who is my friends & foe.. eversince my questions in my mind has been answered, now im back on track.. =).. there are tons of pictures that i would wana upload.. im still thinking.. should i? should i not? ummzz...

these are the hari raya pictures.. that are with me...
im not holding my camera..soooo....
some other time i update.....



these are some pictures when i was out with danial..or should i say haiqal? haha...
its the same though..